January 2012
142 posts
No video, but I'll reply anyway.
Today I showed my weakest side I’ve ever shown anyone, I broke down, not simply because of my girlfriend being away, but also because I felt like I’m a failure in many ways. I couldn’t get back into school in time for the 3rd time, I made over 22,000 dollars last year and I have nothing saved up to show for it, and now I have to pay back a small amount. I felt alone, scared, and...
Another night, another story to tell..
About how much a life without you weren’t be worth living. How you give color to this world, and you give motion to every action I do, you are absolutely the reason why everything in my life has much meaning to it now of days. You saved me from a life of lonesomeness. You bring further detail to what it is to be in love, the little things not many catch or embrace. We carry a book with us,...
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So I can't sleep..
So I thought this would be the best way to calm my soul. I’m crazy, I’m impulsive, I’m broken, and I’m misguided, yet.. I’m in love with you for some reason. Actually scratch that, I’m in love with you for MANY reasons. Reasons that many wouldn’t understand, reasons that I would never have thought to find in any person. My love for you is tremendous, like...
Deactivate your Facebook account..
And the whole world thinks you hate them. -___-
Shot of Jameson at work.
To calm down the demon within me. Maybe another dose or two to quiet it for sure.
Always All Ways
And I’ll wait here on my own. And I’ll wait for you to see, all the time I spend alone now won’t comfort me. Cause I’m waiting for you. Yeah I’m waiting for you. Give me answers, get me through. I will wait here. Always. All ways.
“There’s the kind of noise you experience on the internet, and then there’s the...”
– Lostprophets (via bleedingaway)
I want you to feel how I feel.
You know you're depressed ..
When your appetite is no where to be seen. For me at least. Reason why I lost so much weight a few years ago.
me: did it hurt?
person: what
me: when you blew through the earth, emerging from hell
person:
Great start to my day
I saw my lovely lady, had breakfast with her, followed by some awesome sex and an intimate moment in the shower together. All this before my work shift. It’s safe to say I’m utterly in love with her.
